first entry.
so, i decided that i needed a journal, just to get my thoughts out of my head. when i let things stay on my mind so much, i tend to worry a lot. if any of you know me really well, you know that i worry to the max. even if nobody reads this, it's nice to be able to just get things out sometimes.
so, yesterday, was a good day. geoff and i got chicken. camy met us later, she had chicken and it was a chicken party. they are really cute together. on that subject, i am so weird. i don't want a boyfriend, i don't even know what i want really, but i worry that nobody will ever want to settle down with me. how stupid is that? it makes no sense to myself.
i got a call from natalie and i met her and jenny downtown. we went to black market minerals and had a blast. those girls are so cool. it was a lot of fun minus me whining the whole time. grrr.
i got a call from nat and she wanted me to eat dinner with her, ryan, laura and leena. it was so much fun. those girls are still some of my very best friends, even though we barely see each other. oh, and in nat's wedding, christina and i are the flower girls. HAWT. it was wonderful and made me really happy, but sad at the same time. it was like old times, but we're older and have way different lives...it makes me feel so weird. i miss having my girlies in the same town as me. i couldn't help but wonder if all of us were truly happy with our lives. i cut nat's hair. BIG IMPROVEMENT.
so, yesterday, was a good day. geoff and i got chicken. camy met us later, she had chicken and it was a chicken party. they are really cute together. on that subject, i am so weird. i don't want a boyfriend, i don't even know what i want really, but i worry that nobody will ever want to settle down with me. how stupid is that? it makes no sense to myself.
i got a call from natalie and i met her and jenny downtown. we went to black market minerals and had a blast. those girls are so cool. it was a lot of fun minus me whining the whole time. grrr.
i got a call from nat and she wanted me to eat dinner with her, ryan, laura and leena. it was so much fun. those girls are still some of my very best friends, even though we barely see each other. oh, and in nat's wedding, christina and i are the flower girls. HAWT. it was wonderful and made me really happy, but sad at the same time. it was like old times, but we're older and have way different lives...it makes me feel so weird. i miss having my girlies in the same town as me. i couldn't help but wonder if all of us were truly happy with our lives. i cut nat's hair. BIG IMPROVEMENT.