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i really love rilo kiley. listening to them is somewhat bittersweet for me, though. they make me so happy, but at the same time a little sad, because it reminds me of a time, which was worth more than anything now. i wish i could go back. i miss someone so much. i'm not really sure how love is supposed to work out, whether it gets easier over time or harder. i guess only time will tell. speaking of love, small cat is sleeping next to me. she's beautiful. kyle gave her to me about 4 months ago and she is probably the best present anyone has ever gotten me. olivia and i got sista kittens today. they are so freaking cute. they are calico kitttiessssss. mine is bela (pronounced bay-la) and o's is penny. i hope her and small cat can get along, because i want her to have a friend, when i'm not here. i went to a halloween party last night. i was a unicorn. it was crazyyyyyyyyy, but fun. lots of bullshit going on, STILL. i'm tired of it. i'm a nice girl and i have a big heart. i want everyone to love each other.