hmmm...

[amandaramaaa]

well, this weekend has been a little insane, to say the least. i'm not going to go into much detail, but i am in a somewhat solemn mood. i feel bad that i have hurt my mother so much, because of my actions. it's not fair to her, but, i need to live my life and learn things my way. she wants me to get new friends. but i love my friends and this has left me feeling really blah. she thinks i'm heading in the wrong direction. i feel so bad about everything that has happened and it sucks not having my cell phone anymore. i feel so distant and torn away from everyone that i am close too. it drives me nuts! hopefully, tomorrow i will accomplish a lot and then i can feel better. oh yeah! my car is broken STILL. will these bad occurences ever end? i hope so, i can't take much more. i'm very glad though, that everything is over with and hopefully i will have a visitor tonight.;)

oh, and my love life is going nowhere. i'm sick of it all.