i love life right now. absolutely love it.

[amandapanda118]

last night was probably one of the best that i've had since spring break. i took a few of my sisters over to tech to visit teddy at sae and we ended up at a party at lambda chi. i made a new friend there... it was quite a successful night :)
pretty much, i've declared myself over travis. he can keep calling me trying to get back together if he wants, but i just don't care anymore. thanks rascal flatts! (and to my roommate for being obsessed with them right now)
"Tears should be rolling down my cheek, and I don't know why I'm not falling apart like I usually do, and how the thought of losing you's not killing me
I feel bad that I can stand here strong, cold as stone, it seems so wrong
I can't explain it--maybe it's just I've cried so much, I'm tired, and I'm numb
I hate it
I feel bad that I don't feel bad
I can let myself be angry over wasted time and sad about throwing love away
I almost wish my heart was breaking but I can't lie... all I want to do is turn the page
I feel bad that I don't feel bitter or alone
I just feel it's time, it's time to move on"

well i pretty much wasted away today... but i wish i didn't have a reheasal now so i could go back to my glorious nap.