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Well, its about time for a public post. Most of my posts are private because, well... things have been going a little insane for me. There just isn't enough time in my day to be sane. School is going alright, I think my grades are slacking quite a bit and I definitely need to get back on track. Cross Country went well--i mean, i made it through the season right? BBall is really fun and I totally love the team to pieces... the games can get a bit awkward because I tend to get really mad at my coach, but all of that subsides by the end of the game. I feel surrounded by people and yet I still have the creepy feeling of being all alone - but on a cognitive level. I don't think anyone's brain is operating on the level that mine is, and quite frankly I don't know if thats a higher or lower level than everyone else. I am consumed by my adoration for psychology and thinking is pretty much all I think about. I'm pretty sure I'm on the verge of some major personal breakthrough and I'm pretty excited, its just a matter that everything leading up to the breakthrough tends to break me down more than it tends to break through things... either way, I'm roughing it out for now. I am also seriously tired of typing about myself and I am parched. Time to go to dinner.
Holler.
El Camino.
Holler.
El Camino.