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Well listen to this one Livejournal:
I went through all my notes and journals and diaries from middle school in an attempt to trace back these horrible feelings i have. I thought it was primarily jeremiah stuff that made me so insecure these days, but its not. Jeremiah was my freshmen year.. that would be... winter 2000-2001. My journals talk about suicide attempts in 1998, 6th grade. I was 12 and already thinking that my time here on earth was over with.
Its the craziest thing. For so long I thought it stemmed from jeremiah, but it obviously doesn't. But then, what is it from? Im so excited that I can start actually reading and highlighting all these entries I have to try to put a face to the demon... im thrilled.
Did i mention i got another tattoo??
I went through all my notes and journals and diaries from middle school in an attempt to trace back these horrible feelings i have. I thought it was primarily jeremiah stuff that made me so insecure these days, but its not. Jeremiah was my freshmen year.. that would be... winter 2000-2001. My journals talk about suicide attempts in 1998, 6th grade. I was 12 and already thinking that my time here on earth was over with.
Its the craziest thing. For so long I thought it stemmed from jeremiah, but it obviously doesn't. But then, what is it from? Im so excited that I can start actually reading and highlighting all these entries I have to try to put a face to the demon... im thrilled.
Did i mention i got another tattoo??