Breaking Point
I just want to give up I have not time for myself because I have way to much stuff to worry about right now. My biggest worry is school and I swear I just want to give up. It doesn't matter how hard I try or how hard I study my grades are going no where. I think I'm doing better until I get my grades that suck. I don't know if I'm just emotional right now or what but all I want is to have a life worry about school or doing homework. I very seldom do anything on the weekend because Todd is working for one and I'm doing homework or something. I never go out and do anything even though last night I wanted to so bad and Todd was at work and every one I called was not doing anything. I guess this is because all the friends I have all are getting ready to get married or are married and they never want to do anything. That is why when Todd and I do go out we always go out with his friends. I used to have a girls night out once a month but we haven't done that in a while. Probably because all my friends are just as busy as I am. Oh well I will stop complaining now I guess I am just feeling sorry for myself. I better start studying some more so I can continue to get bad grade....Bye