life update
Well I have tried a handful of meds again this time for the anxiety. I am now on an older class of meds and this one is Buspar. I have almost no side effects except being thirsty!!!! yay wahoo! This is the one for me! and thank you so much to George for all of his support and encouragement! Won't feel the effects of it working for a couple weeks to a month but thats ok as long as I am having no side effects I am a happy camper.