update

[amandamagick]

I know I should not be having depression and anxiety. Why am I having it? My mind is crazy right now. I need to look for a good doc I can see and try and get help like Zoloft or something. I am trying to stay sane and reach out to my friends for companionship while I deal with my crazy mind. Anyone that knows me well enough to have my phone number

Comments

[mdarski]

Asking is so not a problem!! As you know I'm very much into the supernatural (as it seems you are getting more into)- that's where some of the questions are coming from. GI symptoms are not uncommon when someone is being "plagued" (can't think of any other word right now) by so much spirit energy or more likely negative energy. By being on all the ghosthunting websites you're into you are inviting them to come to you-they can sense you seeking them out and are so drawn to you. Are you anemic? I've read that the ability to take pictures and capture much energy/orbs/mist/light has to do with the picture taker- that the picture taker has an energy that draws the other energies to the picture. You seem to be good at that too. But just as there is good and bad here there is good and bad energy out there. Maybe your favorite room that is now driving you nuts has an inbetween or parasite or spirit(s) now putting out negative energy, dropping negative thoughts (where your mind just won't stop being SO negative or critical in it's thinking...like negative rambling in your head) or sucking it from you. Which room is your computer in? Have you noticed any glitches with it since you became more active with the ghost hunting sights? Mine crashed completely and I was told it was because I had "invited" a very mischievous being into it through a website. I'd only type this to you as we've had some communication about the subject. Just something to consider. Perhaps it is a combination of many things- I just hope you feel better soon. We don't know e/o, but I check my account at least e/o day. Here's to a better day tomorrow :)
-M