it's so lonely round the fields of athenry......
wow. i'm not here right now.i smoked a great deal tonight.at least i feel better than i did about 3 hours ago. i got online and saw d was on so i looked at his profile and it's the profile he uses while at mike's house an i imed him several times and he didn't respond at all.and earlier today, i was talking to dave and i asked him if he wanted to come to the mall with richie and myself to walk and he was like "goddammit i can't, something just came up, i'll tell you about it later". now i don't know what do. brittany and i drove by there and laura's car wasn't there, but mike's room was fully lit. i firmly believe dave's over there as i type this. i don't really know what to think about that. i don't know whether i should be pissed off and want dave's head on a platter too, or just hear him out and THEN possibly put his head on a pike.you just can't trust straight men, that's the whole thing. they have no loyalty.except the very few i know, like aaron.he's a prime example of a straight man who will back you to the end.you gotta love him, he'll make some woman very happy someday. i am so tired, but that comes with the territory.i ate a lot of pizza at brittany's, even though i had already had dinner at tgi fridays. speaking of tgi fridays, our waitress was my friend tasha from high school. and then the waitress that brought my salad turned out to be my long lost friend beth. i haven't seen either one of these people in 3 years. it was really great talking to tasha and she's going to help me reap my revenge on mike.i just realized that this entry is all over the place. i'm sorry guys.it's kinda hard for me to keep my mind on the task at hand.so i think it's off to bed for me.<3