well...

[amandaekim]

Its almost 2012 and I have no idea how to feel about it.
This past year was really great up until a few weeks ago.
I feel like everything in my life and everything in my loved ones life's has come
crashing down so fast.
things are unfair and it fucking sucks but thats life right?
I am at a point where I just don't know what to do anymore.
I know things will work out for everyone in time but the right now sucks
and id rather it just be over.
I find myself thinking a lot lately of just packing up and starting over.
going somewhere I've never been before where I can be whoever I want.
but thats not real and thats not how things work.
As a kid I was always told to never run away from your problems and that you should confront them but why is it everyone around me is running from something?
life is funny and its something you can never prepare for.
Its not something that you learn in school
its something you just have to do.
you hit the ground running and hope for the best.
well i feel like I've hit the ground and i have yet to start running.
My world seems upside down and I'm not sure how to fix it.
I just i just need to sit tight and hope for the best.