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GODDDD!!! I feel like I can't ever get myself in line! I have sat here bitching about my Algebra class and how I wish I could do better. I even ask for motivation in small group all the time. I never use any of my free time to study and then I balk when I fail a test or quiz. I HAVE to get my shit straight. I can't keep using the "I'm really awful at Math". Because, the fact is, I'm NOT that bad at it when I actually do it. In fact, I actually enjoy it sometimes. I don't know....just sucks.
My sweet little brother just got a taste of the real world when all your friends are 20 somethings living in Montrose. His friend Hunter overdosed on heroin a couple of days ago. He had become extremely close to him over the last few months. My bro doesn't partake in the harsh drugs...neither one of us have ever felt any calling to anything other than copious amounts of alcohol and the herb back in high school....he still does. I know how that hurts.....I have come very close, too close, to losing two of my friends from ODing. And he is really hurting right now. It's a place I wish I could have kept him from. He's 21 and seen too much of the world. Well, at least the parts I wish he hadn't. Still, he's a good kid.
Anyway, time for a glass of wine after that test....whatev.
My sweet little brother just got a taste of the real world when all your friends are 20 somethings living in Montrose. His friend Hunter overdosed on heroin a couple of days ago. He had become extremely close to him over the last few months. My bro doesn't partake in the harsh drugs...neither one of us have ever felt any calling to anything other than copious amounts of alcohol and the herb back in high school....he still does. I know how that hurts.....I have come very close, too close, to losing two of my friends from ODing. And he is really hurting right now. It's a place I wish I could have kept him from. He's 21 and seen too much of the world. Well, at least the parts I wish he hadn't. Still, he's a good kid.
Anyway, time for a glass of wine after that test....whatev.