Time flies when your having fun!
YAYAYAY! So, ariella visted me this past weekend and I had sooo much fun that time literally flew by!
She is gone now (me sad)....and time literally stopped.
Ugg...I wish it was Thursday again!
But I had so much fun....In one weekend we did everything I've done in two months!
But just needed to take a moment or 5 to thank her for so much fun! SO....THANK YOU!!!!!
Now, seeing her really made me realize HOW MUCH I MISS MY LIFE IN NY! We had so many good times and just thinking of them makes me smile...or laugh! On the flip side...I'm kinda sad my family wont be there everyday like I'm now used to...although I'm getting to the pt where I do need a break!
Merrily is goin well...Just started yet it seems like we've been rehearsing for weeks!
It just feels good to be rehearsing again and being around people who share the same passion with me!
Speaking of passion....haha....I really have realized how EASY I fall for someone...
Do I wear my heart on my sleeve or toss it to the next person who walks by?
There is "this guy" who smiles and talks and (i think) flirts and STARES at me...So I'm sold! But then the old noggin starts to kick in and say..."NO! That's just the way he is with EVERYONE" or "NO! It's just your imagination exaggerating the situation" or even "NO! HE'S GAY!"
Am I a WISHFULL THINKER or am I reading this ALL WRONG?
All I know is trying to read someone is the hardest thing a human can attempt to do...Why can't there be a universal language? A friend of mine (i dont know if they want to be mentioned so I'll leave it at that) brought up a good pt. They said if everyone was easy to read they would have found true love right by now, but would have missed out on the growing, learning, trail and error, and mystery of relationships.
But I feel what it comes down to is EVERYONE is too afraid to wear thier every feeling and emotion on the outside because one way or another they've been hurt or vulnerable and don't want to take that risk...THEY FEAR.
And then the old noggin kicks in and says, "But what if..."
I've realized that if I never go out there and just do it I'm going to be asking "what if" for the rest of my life...sure I will get hurt and sure it wont always be fun...but at least I'll know the answer instead of wondering...right?
She is gone now (me sad)....and time literally stopped.
Ugg...I wish it was Thursday again!
But I had so much fun....In one weekend we did everything I've done in two months!
But just needed to take a moment or 5 to thank her for so much fun! SO....THANK YOU!!!!!
Now, seeing her really made me realize HOW MUCH I MISS MY LIFE IN NY! We had so many good times and just thinking of them makes me smile...or laugh! On the flip side...I'm kinda sad my family wont be there everyday like I'm now used to...although I'm getting to the pt where I do need a break!
Merrily is goin well...Just started yet it seems like we've been rehearsing for weeks!
It just feels good to be rehearsing again and being around people who share the same passion with me!
Speaking of passion....haha....I really have realized how EASY I fall for someone...
Do I wear my heart on my sleeve or toss it to the next person who walks by?
There is "this guy" who smiles and talks and (i think) flirts and STARES at me...So I'm sold! But then the old noggin starts to kick in and say..."NO! That's just the way he is with EVERYONE" or "NO! It's just your imagination exaggerating the situation" or even "NO! HE'S GAY!"
Am I a WISHFULL THINKER or am I reading this ALL WRONG?
All I know is trying to read someone is the hardest thing a human can attempt to do...Why can't there be a universal language? A friend of mine (i dont know if they want to be mentioned so I'll leave it at that) brought up a good pt. They said if everyone was easy to read they would have found true love right by now, but would have missed out on the growing, learning, trail and error, and mystery of relationships.
But I feel what it comes down to is EVERYONE is too afraid to wear thier every feeling and emotion on the outside because one way or another they've been hurt or vulnerable and don't want to take that risk...THEY FEAR.
And then the old noggin kicks in and says, "But what if..."
I've realized that if I never go out there and just do it I'm going to be asking "what if" for the rest of my life...sure I will get hurt and sure it wont always be fun...but at least I'll know the answer instead of wondering...right?