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[amandaabnormal]

I guess I should say something to somebody. I haven't really felt myself lately. Maybe it's the weather? My life seems to be spiraling downward and I'm powerless to stop it. I feel if I go any further I'll fall off an emotional ledge and regret it for the rest of my mortal life.  I can't seem to get out of the house much anymore except to go to work and even that, unfortunately, will be coming to an end. You see, I'm taking a stand! I've decided that I need to discover who it is I really am and experience everything. I need to feel new feelings and have a new idea. 
I suddenly feel a lack of motivation. Twisted, twisted mind.