Fine..fine..
I didn't exactly lose the spell...I just kinda put it away and pretended to forget where it was. Can you blame me? Some jerk comes out of the blue and throws a fire ball knocking you un-conscience and immobile for a few days it'd kinda piss you off, too. I saw his post today and started thinking, I still want to rip his head off and have it for dinner but maybe I should just let him suffer from guilt naturally, you know? I just hate that everyone thinks w e a r e helpless. I mean, okay, we're potentials it can still potentially mean we can kick your ass, too. We work out. We learned a couple of things. We're young but we aren't stupid. We may be inexperienced in a few areas but put yourself in our shoes. I have a right to feel angry and vengeful toward being treated like I don't matter.