Jun 15, 2005 16:36
i hate money so awfully
i hate the spider bites on my arms
i hate being worried all the time about things over which i should have more control
i hate dreaming about making out with dave's friends
i hate picking at my toe even when it hurts and starts to bleed
i hate that lives like mine and aisha have to be so hard, when there are people out there trying to dress themselves up because they're unsatisfied and want something to complain about
anyway ...
im not actually feeling negative, just there are things id rather not have to deal with right now.
like mark, one of my supposed best friends getting up and leaving my house cuz i wont fuck him ... wtf is wrong with men? it's not right to call me a friend and storm out of my house when i refuse to be your slut for a number of reasons
im going home next tuesday!!! yaaaaaay!!!! finally a chance to get away from this crap
when i get back my next mission is to find a way to get aisha a vacation
mark williams jr.,
anxiety,
indignation