god help me
why is he like this? why do i still care? how do i manage to keep setting myself up for this?
for the past two days i have had to haul my ass out to tujungs, my aunt drove me, tujunga is like b.f.e to me, i barely know how to get there even though it's fairly simple, but needless to say, amanda without a car and stcuk in tujunga kinda sucks, when all of amanda's friends are unavailable, busy, or in santa anita, two hours away.
dave calls amanda at 3am, last night, as he has been doing recently, and amanda asks him if he will please pick her up tomorrow from cashier school in tujunga. dave says "yes", amanda calls dave at 12pm today to see if he remembers he said he would take her home, dave says "i dont feel like driving all the way out there, i'll talk to you later" i hang up on him
dave abandoned me in tujunga, he knows there was no one to come pick me up, i had to call pretty much every person i know to see if they could come get me
i refused to recall dave, luckily aunt labarbara was still in town and came and got me fairly quickly
but how could you do that? even as a friend? know that you had someone supposedly very close to you, i mean, we still fuck for christs sake, how do you just know that they'll be stuck in an unfamiliar place, and not care? how do you NOT FEEL LIKE helping someone in need?
i dont get it ... i wish someone would just beat him the fuck up. now im tired, because i dont get sleep when he calls me at 3am and wants to talk as much as HE wants, i am cranky because he copped out and abandoned me, and i am just sad ... im kinda happy cuz im proud of my accomplishments with cashier school (i passed and did pretty well) but im seriously so disturbed
mark isnt even my boyfriend, he has no particular interest in becoming more than a friend to me, but he still TREATS ME SO MUCH BETTER THAN GOD DAMN DAVID!!
im so pissed off at him right now, when is he going to start being a decent human being and stop being a self obsessed, fat, pathetic, dumbass, possibly gay, LOSER???
for the past two days i have had to haul my ass out to tujungs, my aunt drove me, tujunga is like b.f.e to me, i barely know how to get there even though it's fairly simple, but needless to say, amanda without a car and stcuk in tujunga kinda sucks, when all of amanda's friends are unavailable, busy, or in santa anita, two hours away.
dave calls amanda at 3am, last night, as he has been doing recently, and amanda asks him if he will please pick her up tomorrow from cashier school in tujunga. dave says "yes", amanda calls dave at 12pm today to see if he remembers he said he would take her home, dave says "i dont feel like driving all the way out there, i'll talk to you later" i hang up on him
dave abandoned me in tujunga, he knows there was no one to come pick me up, i had to call pretty much every person i know to see if they could come get me
i refused to recall dave, luckily aunt labarbara was still in town and came and got me fairly quickly
but how could you do that? even as a friend? know that you had someone supposedly very close to you, i mean, we still fuck for christs sake, how do you just know that they'll be stuck in an unfamiliar place, and not care? how do you NOT FEEL LIKE helping someone in need?
i dont get it ... i wish someone would just beat him the fuck up. now im tired, because i dont get sleep when he calls me at 3am and wants to talk as much as HE wants, i am cranky because he copped out and abandoned me, and i am just sad ... im kinda happy cuz im proud of my accomplishments with cashier school (i passed and did pretty well) but im seriously so disturbed
mark isnt even my boyfriend, he has no particular interest in becoming more than a friend to me, but he still TREATS ME SO MUCH BETTER THAN GOD DAMN DAVID!!
im so pissed off at him right now, when is he going to start being a decent human being and stop being a self obsessed, fat, pathetic, dumbass, possibly gay, LOSER???