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So, it's been an interesting couple of weeks.
For the first time I was annoyed with fame. We know what to expect when we go to New York.. we knew what we were getting into when we went there for the holidays. But still.. We haven't been able to do one thing so far without a trail of people behind us. Our kids deserve more than that... more respect than that.
It's made me slightly bitter lately. I hate it, but it has. And I'm actually kind of ashamed of this. I'd like for everything and everyone to go away sometimes. I'm greatful for his fans, blah blah, without them we wouldn't have what we have, but sometimes it's too much.
I was looking forward to some quiet nights alone, and we haven't run into too many of those. Marc's mother has been incredible though. She can see how much it's bringing me down and she knows I just want to be with my husband so she was showing up all the time to take the kids from us. For a day, a weekend, whatever we needed. Don't get me wrong, I love my daughter and his kids, but sometimes (more lately than ever), I just don't feel like I can handle it all.
You know?
For the first time I was annoyed with fame. We know what to expect when we go to New York.. we knew what we were getting into when we went there for the holidays. But still.. We haven't been able to do one thing so far without a trail of people behind us. Our kids deserve more than that... more respect than that.
It's made me slightly bitter lately. I hate it, but it has. And I'm actually kind of ashamed of this. I'd like for everything and everyone to go away sometimes. I'm greatful for his fans, blah blah, without them we wouldn't have what we have, but sometimes it's too much.
I was looking forward to some quiet nights alone, and we haven't run into too many of those. Marc's mother has been incredible though. She can see how much it's bringing me down and she knows I just want to be with my husband so she was showing up all the time to take the kids from us. For a day, a weekend, whatever we needed. Don't get me wrong, I love my daughter and his kids, but sometimes (more lately than ever), I just don't feel like I can handle it all.
You know?