Nov 14, 2006 03:40
okay, ya'll can read this if you want but i really want to let you know
God has saved my life time and time again
there was absolutely no reason that i shouldnt have died that morning
i thank him every day for the countless blessings he has bestowed upon me
i remember thinking that this whole halo thing was going to be so hard
dont get me wrong, ive been through hell and back with it
but i could be laying in a bed somewhere not able to move
or worse
i could be in a casket never to wake up
there are mornings when i walk outside and think to myself
"i could have missed this"
its amazing how many things ive found that i took for granted
to begin with, my days were so long and my nights even longer
Praise God that eventually it got better
and so will I
I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself and im sick of everything ive put
everybody through
it's great to know that im going to see my eighteenth birthday friday
im actually going to be there for it and actually going to be able to enjoy it
when i think about how many things could be worse...i have ABSOLUTELY no room to complain
i AM going to be okay
i WILL get this off thursday
i have the greatest of faith in my Lord this time
he has promised me peace if things get difficult
i have the promise of healing
Thank God
So please, even if you dont pray.
Can you find it in you just to mention my name to Him?
im sure i wont be the only one to benefit by it
he's a miracle worker you know