Feb 25, 2008 17:41
I spent a lot of time lately talking to my crew girls, and I can't believe the season is starting in 7days, and I am just so pumped. My goal this season is to try my hardest all the time; esspecially with erging, because as much of a bitch as it might be, its the best time to be in shape and set the pase for the rest of the season. Springs much better than Fall in my eyes and I cant wait for the weather to get warmer. I'm finally feeling happy with life in general because of all of this coming up. I am feeling a lot of pressure also though. I am one of the heaviest girls, and therefore should have the fastest time, which I know I don't at this point. I have a really great team mate though who I can totally relate to on this though, and we all know we're not over weight. So for these next 7 days I'm going to try to eat three healthy meals and work out a little. I don't want to go into overload mode, but its bound to happen if i do nothing up until Monday. Ergging will be terrible, but in the best kind of terrible there is. For some strange reason crew fufills my day. During the season I always have something to look foward to. Plus I can not even explain to anyone how much I really, really love my team. Theres some weird bond thing between us all, and I've never felt that close to a group of people before.
Besides that, school/my grades (besides chem) is/are good, my friend situation is amazing as always, I miss Danny and Nicole terribly when they're away at school, and there is no boy in my life because I'm never happy with any of them anyway. Thats all for now.