Another late night.....
I'm still in a ton of pain because of the sunburn on my arms and I have been staying up late for the past couple of nights,just thinking about my past and my present, and it just seems to me that my life is a vicious circle of pain. I still feel the pain from every bad name I was called, everytime I was teased because of my weight and other things that I am not at liberty to say. If I didn't have my friends to help me through, I would have probably ended my life a couple of years ago and then I wouldn't be where I was today, a 17 year old who is still questionning who the hell I am, and why the hell I feel like shit most of the time.
Maybe I just worry too much about my problems, basically lately my life is one big problem that I can't solve and I don't know what to do anymore.
But, I guess it will all figure it self out, but until then I am stuck in a vortex of darkness.
Maybe I just worry too much about my problems, basically lately my life is one big problem that I can't solve and I don't know what to do anymore.
But, I guess it will all figure it self out, but until then I am stuck in a vortex of darkness.