Ashamed. Neglection accured.

[amanda_eggs]

I sighed today whenever I seen the saddest thing. I felt so ashamed, so belittled of friendship, I wanted to pour my heart out. This guy that rides my bus is a new kid. He was one of the Katrina evacuees, and he's been at our school for a few months now. He seems like a really cool kid, but I never really had anything to say to him before. Well, today I got home from afterschool practice, and I was walking outside to bring out the trash. There I seen him walking down the road reading a paper, most likely a story. I wanted to ask him if he needed someone to talk to- I wanted to see if he needed help with anything- or if he wanted to do homework together. All along, I froze and walked back inside. I felt ashamed. As I looked from my door window, I seen him walking down the little road back to his house. =(
Maybe one day I'll talk to him. I'm not scared to- We never really have anything to say. He's a sophmore, I'm a senior. Nothing really to talk about besides school. =/