roller coaster.
life is getting way too complex.
i need to just calm down and relax.
i need to think about what i really want/need.
and i need to realize that making idiot decisions will not get me anywhere.
and being sad all the time will not get me anywhere.
i don't need everyone's attention to survive. i'll be fine with what i have.
looking back on what i thought was wisdom was just depressed thought and i was just tormenting myself with meaningless babble.
i knew nothing then, i know nothing now. and i've decided [with time and thought] i will be a better person for myself and everyone else.
i need to just calm down and relax.
i need to think about what i really want/need.
and i need to realize that making idiot decisions will not get me anywhere.
and being sad all the time will not get me anywhere.
i don't need everyone's attention to survive. i'll be fine with what i have.
looking back on what i thought was wisdom was just depressed thought and i was just tormenting myself with meaningless babble.
i knew nothing then, i know nothing now. and i've decided [with time and thought] i will be a better person for myself and everyone else.