real quick run down on me lately....
OK, here i go...
So....
Dad was here at 1:30 in the morning the other, i yelled at him and told him to leave. we got in an argument but its ok he never should have been here in the firstplace. I have been worried lately over nothing. Last night i heard the dog bark and it was really late so i thought it was him, i went to check on my mom. I was afraid he might hurt her. Dont know why but i was. Its kinda scares me. I had a dream my dad was chasing me through my room with a gun but leah was with me and we both escaped. That was fucked up. Sadly i cant say that was the first dream i had like that.
I am totally missing leah right now, I really really really just wanna curl up with her in her bed right now and snuggle! Gosg i need a good leah snugglin right now!!
I mis my friends, i wish we hung out more. i wish none of them did drugs. I wish they could all control their drinking to some degree. I really want to hang out with all my friends again sometime soon.
I really wish i hadnt accidently deleted allll my friends from my buddy list!!!
I quit my job and now i wish i had gone about it in the right way instead of just walking out and never going back. I need a job!! i need money!!! i need my car to work!!! i need leah!!!! i need to sleep for about a week!! i need my cramps to go away!!! Anyway....
Sorry i bitched. Leah i miss you i lov eyou I need you. :)
I love everyone, hope you all have a good night and i hope to see you all soon. sorry if this was a long entry i meant for it to be short
So....
Dad was here at 1:30 in the morning the other, i yelled at him and told him to leave. we got in an argument but its ok he never should have been here in the firstplace. I have been worried lately over nothing. Last night i heard the dog bark and it was really late so i thought it was him, i went to check on my mom. I was afraid he might hurt her. Dont know why but i was. Its kinda scares me. I had a dream my dad was chasing me through my room with a gun but leah was with me and we both escaped. That was fucked up. Sadly i cant say that was the first dream i had like that.
I am totally missing leah right now, I really really really just wanna curl up with her in her bed right now and snuggle! Gosg i need a good leah snugglin right now!!
I mis my friends, i wish we hung out more. i wish none of them did drugs. I wish they could all control their drinking to some degree. I really want to hang out with all my friends again sometime soon.
I really wish i hadnt accidently deleted allll my friends from my buddy list!!!
I quit my job and now i wish i had gone about it in the right way instead of just walking out and never going back. I need a job!! i need money!!! i need my car to work!!! i need leah!!!! i need to sleep for about a week!! i need my cramps to go away!!! Anyway....
Sorry i bitched. Leah i miss you i lov eyou I need you. :)
I love everyone, hope you all have a good night and i hope to see you all soon. sorry if this was a long entry i meant for it to be short