part one..karolejeanNovember 12 2004, 03:39:52 UTC
1. Tell me something obvious about yourself. umm.. I am short/ quiet. (well unless you get to know me, but that's differnt) 2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know. umm... I dont know. I am pretty open person, well I used to be into I learned a lesson with my roomies. umm I really dont know, I am so boring. 3. What is your biggest fear? that I'll die without geting laid...j/k. No. Um. A life without feeling true love and understanding it's nature. 4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut? It's my first nature, however I am trying to break though that. One thing I did out of charachter was coming to a place I know no one. Its get quite lonley. However, I think I have grown much from coming here. 5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money? True Love. 6. What is your most treasured possession? My credit card that day pays for, lol. No um, I only use that in case of emergencies. um what is it. Possesion. um. I really dont know, I guess I dont have any yet. I just have a problem with the word possession. Possesions are something you own, and if you own it, then it should be something fake or plastic, something that is meant to be broken. And to treasure something, I mean truly treasure, it should be real and guine like a lover, like life. Yet you can not possess either of these. Therefor the to, do not go together. 7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often? WHen I screw up in school, because I dont have the coarge to go to class. Or if I go to class, and feel like I am going to lose my breath, so I walk out. 8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know. Um, I dont know. Most people think I am perve. but I find it very hard to feel lust, I'll I really want to do is cuddle. Or if I see someone's hand I want to interwn my fingers with theirs. kiss lightly. I dont know though, I guess sometimes I am Just like DAMNIT, can I go a day without fucking touching myself when I am talking to her on the phone! I just hear her (whoeve the her is at the moment) and my hand controls it self. or God, ::wakes up to see where hand in certain place:: damnit I hope my roomie didnt see that. crap..now I am horney stupid question.. wow... that got to personal. lalalla 9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows. Um.. I like girls? 10. What is your favorite lie to tell? I dont like lieing, so I am not going to have a favorite lie. How about I change the word to most often lie. Now I have to think. umm. I dont know. "No mom, I didnt skip class.. I did turn in the paper..." 11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again. Lose myself in someone, that I can't stop writing, because I am so inspired by cupid striking his arrow. 12. Are you the jealous type? Um. Occationlly. I mean, I dont act it out. But I do get hurt or angery; mostly hurt. but I keep it to myself. 13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to? I refuse to say her name in fear she'll see it, although I doubt she will because she doesnt look in these
parks. But, she's just someone I can never get over, doesnt matter how many years go by. 14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you? hum. One of my roomies got me hot chicken noddle soup, and some stomach medicine when I got sick. 15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be? Find a way home, and knock on this percitculer womens door. and say please..please...just let me sleep next to you. Just once. Please. Just let me feel your skin against mine..okay that might be pushing it. but hell, its just, it doesnt matter how many years its been; I fell in love with her the first time I saw her. Unforntly, she only sees me as a friend. SO I fascinate myself with other girls, sometimes I even feel so strongly. but it always go back to her, I think she controls me. 16. When was the last time you cried? umm yesterday. Actually I am little surpised I havent cried yet today. I am such an emotion ball lately, okay I have always been an emotional ball, but lately I cant stone face it, I just cry and cry. 17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered? Actually today. Even though I was afraid, because I moving in with a different person dorm, because I could deal with the harrasment. I just felt good. actually, it was just one momement truly. I meant to go downstairs, not outside, but it was one of those moments where I was just in my own head and not paying attention to where meet feet were going. And something possessed me to look in the direction of some people pass by. and there I saw the most beautiful sky I have ever seen. THats when I realized I meant to go to the loundry room, but it didnt matter, because I stood there for a few moments. Just feeling the peace, and amazing view with the skies greatest beauty. It was just one the momments that remind that there is hope, and God is still with me. That there is beauty, always hope. 18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on? Hell no. Dude, I wear a sweeter and snow pants to go swimming, if I could do that without geting looks, and reported for being insane. 19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk. Um. I'll only was drunk once. will buzzed once, but thats not drunk. and, I didnt really do anything embarrasing. I just kind of sat there in my chair and looked up to the cieling. well thats not true, I also outed myself, and didnt stop talking for awhile, then I gazed at the cieling, and one of my roomies just to get me to sleep with some random guy. Thats actually why I outed myself. actually thats the whole reason I got drunk, so I could out myself. because I felt ashamed for hiding it, and I just wanted an excuse to tell. yeah, she's a bitch though. I should have known then. 20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it? Hell yeah, other wize I be vain or something.
2. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know. umm... I dont know. I am pretty open person, well I used to be into I learned a lesson with my roomies. umm I really dont know, I am so boring.
3. What is your biggest fear? that I'll die without geting laid...j/k. No. Um. A life without feeling true love and understanding it's nature.
4. Do you normally take the safe route or the shortcut? It's my first nature, however I am trying to break though that. One thing I did out of charachter was coming to a place I know no one. Its get quite lonley. However, I think I have grown much from coming here.
5. What is the one thing you want the most that you can't buy with money? True Love.
6. What is your most treasured possession? My credit card that day pays for, lol. No um, I only use that in case of emergencies. um what is it. Possesion. um. I really dont know, I guess I dont have any yet. I just have a problem with the word possession. Possesions are something you own, and if you own it, then it should be something fake or plastic, something that is meant to be broken. And to treasure something, I mean truly treasure, it should be real and guine like a lover, like life. Yet you can not possess either of these. Therefor the to, do not go together.
7. What is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do the most often? WHen I screw up in school, because I dont have the coarge to go to class. Or if I go to class, and feel like I am going to lose my breath, so I walk out.
8. Tell me something about you sexually that I don't know. Um, I dont know. Most people think I am perve. but I find it very hard to feel lust, I'll I really want to do is cuddle. Or if I see someone's hand I want to interwn my fingers with theirs. kiss lightly. I dont know though, I guess sometimes I am Just like DAMNIT, can I go a day without fucking touching myself when I am talking to her on the phone! I just hear her (whoeve the her is at the moment) and my hand controls it self. or God, ::wakes up to see where hand in certain place:: damnit I hope my roomie didnt see that. crap..now I am horney stupid question.. wow... that got to personal. lalalla
9. Tell me something about you sexually that everybody knows. Um.. I like girls?
10. What is your favorite lie to tell? I dont like lieing, so I am not going to have a favorite lie. How about I change the word to most often lie. Now I have to think. umm. I dont know. "No mom, I didnt skip class.. I did turn in the paper..."
11. Name something you have done once that you can't wait to do again. Lose myself in someone, that I can't stop writing, because I am so inspired by cupid striking his arrow.
12. Are you the jealous type? Um. Occationlly. I mean, I dont act it out. But I do get hurt or angery; mostly hurt. but I keep it to myself.
13. What is the 1 person, place or thing that you can never say no to? I refuse to say her name in fear she'll see it, although I doubt she will because she doesnt look in these
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14. What is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you? hum. One of my roomies got me hot chicken noddle soup, and some stomach medicine when I got sick.
15. If you could do something crazy right now, what would it be? Find a way home, and knock on this percitculer womens door. and say please..please...just let me sleep next to you. Just once. Please. Just let me feel your skin against mine..okay that might be pushing it. but hell, its just, it doesnt matter how many years its been; I fell in love with her the first time I saw her. Unforntly, she only sees me as a friend. SO I fascinate myself with other girls, sometimes I even feel so strongly. but it always go back to her, I think she controls me.
16. When was the last time you cried? umm yesterday. Actually I am little surpised I havent cried yet today. I am such an emotion ball lately, okay I have always been an emotional ball, but lately I cant stone face it, I just cry and cry.
17. When was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered? Actually today. Even though I was afraid, because I moving in with a different person dorm, because I could deal with the harrasment. I just felt good. actually, it was just one momement truly. I meant to go downstairs, not outside, but it was one of those moments where I was just in my own head and not paying attention to where meet feet were going. And something possessed me to look in the direction of some people pass by. and there I saw the most beautiful sky I have ever seen. THats when I realized I meant to go to the loundry room, but it didnt matter, because I stood there for a few moments. Just feeling the peace, and amazing view with the skies greatest beauty. It was just one the momments that remind that there is hope, and God is still with me. That there is beauty, always hope.
18. Do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on? Hell no. Dude, I wear a sweeter and snow pants to go swimming, if I could do that without geting looks, and reported for being insane.
19. Name something embarrassing you did while drunk. Um. I'll only was drunk once. will buzzed once, but thats not drunk. and, I didnt really do anything embarrasing. I just kind of sat there in my chair and looked up to the cieling. well thats not true, I also outed myself, and didnt stop talking for awhile, then I gazed at the cieling, and one of my roomies just to get me to sleep with some random guy. Thats actually why I outed myself. actually thats the whole reason I got drunk, so I could out myself. because I felt ashamed for hiding it, and I just wanted an excuse to tell. yeah, she's a bitch though. I should have known then.
20. If you post this in your journal, do you want me to answer it? Hell yeah, other wize I be vain or something.
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