Oct 29, 2007 11:28
How can this be happening? He's fucking twenty one years old. He's a fucking FIREFIGHTER for Christ's sake. He treats his 9-month-old son better than gold. HOW the fuck is it fair for him to get pancreatic fucking CANCER!? He's a good person. He's had to overcome losing his parents, being stuck with a baby at 20 on his own...how is it remotely fair for him to have to go through this?! HOW!?
This is so fucked up. Instead of being happy and getting to spend time with his son, he's being prepped for a fucking operation that could take his life. There's a less than 5% chance that he'll survive the surgery. There's a less than 5% chance that he'll get to be at Noah's first birthday, see his first day of school, be at his grad, or see him get married. There's a less than 5% fucking chance that he'll get to see his son grow up and remember and know who he is and how much he cares.
If shit like this happens to people like him, then what the fuck is the point!? I mean really...it's so fucked up. He has to make it through this. He just fucking has to. I can't lose another person I care about to fucking cancer. I don't even know what to do.