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J'entends de moins en moins tes mots...
So, wow, last night sucked harshly. I talked to Jamie on the phone for awhile (that's obviously not the shitty part), and I found out a number of things...
-He cut back to part-time at Subway
-He might be going back to Trail for a few months
-He fractured his finger
-He might quit Subway altogether
-He got accepted into the business program at OUC, and is going for his Bachelor's
Besides the acceptance into the business program, the rest of it seriously made me bawl...He CAN'T leave. I seriously don't know what I'll do without him...Even THINKING about him leaving made me actually break down and start sobbing...Like not just crying, but I had my hands over my face and I was sobbing out loud. I'm so proud of him for getting back to school (he starts in September), but I really don't wanna lose him...I'd like die. That said, I don't want it to seem like I'd hold him back from doing what he's always wanted to do, even if I could (which I can't)...I just couldn't bear not having him around...
Anyway, besides that, not much is new. I went to school without the roboboot for the first time today...It was awkward, 'cause I still limp pretty badly. But oh well, I have to get used to it sometime, and it might as well be now before Jazz Fest and San Fransisco. I get to go back to work, too. I'm sort of thinking about quitting Subway though...if Jamie's not there anymore, there's not much point...he was 95% of the reason I stayed there anyway...and if he's gonna quit, well...I dunno, I might not...I'm gonna look for another job though...I'll probably work 2 in the summer...but if I find something I like better (ie West 49 or HMV), then I think I might quit Subway...I dunno, I'll jump off that bridge when I come to it.
Yeah, I don't really have anything else to say right now...So adios.
-Mrs. Jensen-
Je t'embrasse
Je t'oublie pas
Tu peux mourir...