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Ugh. MSN is fucking retarded! Stupid thing. Anywho, I don't really have a whole great deal to update...I went to the mall, I bought $40 worth of minutes for my phone...OMG you know what pisses me off? Taxes. For $40 worth of minute on my phone, I had to pay $45.60. How fucking stupid is that?! Christ. *Ahem* sorry, it just really annoys me. Actually...a lot of things really annoy me...*shrugs* meh. Oh well.
*Yawn* Oh man, I just drank a venté mocha from Starbucks and I'm tired...dunno how that works, caffeine is supposed to wake you up. I also have a bit of a headache. Blah.
So combo went really well today - we got a lot done, and we actually sounds pretty good. I'm kind of nervous and excited for the performance tomorrow. I think we'll do fine, I guess I'm just nervous because we haven't had as much practice time as we would've liked. But oh well, it should be fine.
*Sigh* I'm going through Jamie withdrawal again, lol. I saw him last night when I went for dinner, so I don't know why I'm feeling this way...ugh I'm all pathetic and lonley =(...It blows.
Trav (and Ry) leave at the end of the month *tear*. I don't want Trav to leave! I don't really care about Ryan, 'cause I've barely spoken to him...but I'm gonna really miss going to West 49 and talkin' to Trav for 20 minutes every time I'm there, and I'm gonna miss him yellin' at me as I walk down the street (my God that was funny lol)...First Luc leaves, now Trav...fuck it sucks. Last night I was laying in bed thinking about them leaving, and it broke my heart for lack of a better phrase. Then it led me to thinking about what would happen if Jamie left...I started crying O.O, like involuntarily I just started crying, it was weird. I was thinking about going to work and not having him there...not having him call me all the time asking me to take shifts, or just to talk...not having him there to share music with...not having him there to talk to about all the stupid shit I deal with everyday...not having him there to share writing with...God it broke me...I couldn't even stand to think about it for more than 5 minutes. I honestly can say that I would wanna die if I didn't have him. He's like...goddamn, he's like the one person that keeps me going, no matter what. And without that, who knows what I'd do. *Sigh* but thank GOD he's not going anywhere...I mean I can deal with Trav leaving, 'cause I'm not like best friends with him...but Jamie...I couldn't handle that. Luckily, I don't have to *deep breath*.
Anyway, I'm gonna go...because...well, I'm bored.
Adios.
-Mrs. McIsaac-Jensen-Margera-