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wow it has been like so long since i last updated haha i tend to do this if you haven't noticed, update and then wait a loooong time before updating again. so anyway lets see whats new.....hmmmmm i am going out with billy, kim's cousin and he is like sooo cute haha, i hate valentines day even though i had a pretty good one this year because billy came over and hung out and my dad actually liked him, weird but good. lol my dad doesn't really ever seem to like anyone that i go out with but it's all good anyway. um i am going to nys for feb. vacationa dn kim was supposed to go with me but her mom decided that she couldn't. work still sucks most of the time, i hit my head really hard on sunday and my mom thought i got a slight concusion(however you spell it) it hurt so bad i had like a head for two or three days it sucked. mom and dad are being kinda nice which is a plus, i am getting along with mom pretty good and dad well i usually always get along with him now a days. we had a long talk the other day about how i seem to being growing up and maturing in the way i act even more and that i seem to be getting out of my depression stage and opening up to people more, oh if they really only knew, and i guess i am ok, not really but yea. i am happier than i have been in a while. one of my teethies is coming in and it hurts sooo bad, so i bought baby orajel and it tastes like orange cough medicine. haha so gross, and it numbs the whole mouth haha it sucks. i bought some new make-up the other day and i need to start packing for new york tomorrow. i can't wait!!!! even though i am going to miss seeing people and hanging out with them, i am sure i will have a blast maybe even see some people that i haven't seen for a realllly long time which would be nice. and i really want to see my brother and the babies and his wife! but i just really want to get out of this place cause i am sick of being in haverhill, or mass for that fact. i am going until the end of vacation and then i am going back in march with my sister during school and my parents are meeting us out there and i am not going to school for a few days cause of the christianing. which i am not too happy about but oh well. ok well it is like 10:44 and even though i have more to write it is gonna have to wait cause i need to go to bed so <3<3<3mandi<3<3<3