so long
it has been like gosh so long since i updated this thing.lol. i forgot i had one until i was reading someone elses and it had my screen name in it for friends lol but anyway lets see since the last time i updated so much has happened, the last time i updated was like october 16 or something and it is now december 37, lol so lets see during that time i went out and broke up with timmy and seany ugh im such a bad person i just keep hurting everyone that i love and that loves me everyone just stay away if you dont want to get hurt!!! lol but anyway lets see its been a fun couple of months in its own way i have had a good time which sounds mean but i have a lot happened that was good like michelle graduated college and she is going to be going to nyc to take a test to see if she could become a police officer and then i found out that i am going to be going to nys to vistit my brother who has had another little girl named jenna lynn!!! awww its such a pretty name i sometimes wish my name was jenna but then again i dont look like a jenna. haha i started hanging out and talking with ashlie again which is good haverhill high is awesome omg i have like so much fun there and my grades are sooooo good now i like a lot of my teachers and they all think that i am a good student and my history teacher told me that i am one of the best students in his class haha cause im such a good little girl like i always am, or actually that is only in front of teachers and friends parents and people that i dont know good enough or other wise i am a spoiled little brat that gets a lot of things that i want.Christmas was like awesome this year!!! haha i actually had a pretty good time and my grandparents house on christmas eve and i made out wicked good too i ended up get giftcards and stuff that i liked.Christmas day was kinda weird this year i got to give out the gifts hah i love doing that then it lasted for like two hours just giving them out and opening them, michelle didnt get to stay for christmas dinner cause she had to go back to lowell to go to work so i ended up going to bed at like 8:30 or 9 or something liek that i dont even remember..........and i went back to work the next day of course december 26 chunkys was open and dead i worked by myself and mostly cleaned behind the ticket counter and everything cause i didnt know what else to do cause there was like noone there which is a shock but it was snowing so much and getting really bad outside so noone i guess really wanted to go out of the house. then i have to work thursday,friday and sunday of christmas vacation then i go back to school that monday which is the third. atleast i get a ride from emily next door most of the time. Emily is a senior that goes to hhs also and she is really nice. and um....lets see what else has been going on OoOoOo i might be getting a dog, or actually the "family" might be getting a dog, we are going to probably adopt one from somewhere like the aspca or somewhere you know give a dog that hasnt had a good home or anything a good home cause most of them doggies are so <3333able lol and adorable and i dont know those sad eyes just always seem to get to me. hahah hmmm its been so long since i have had a doggy like five or six years now i think maybe longer then that. and i went to my friend lorna's sweet sixteen party hahaha sooo much fun, i danced with justin and dave and then i gave justin my number and he called me like everyday for like u dont know a week or so after that and now i havent really gotten a chance to talk to him so i have to call him sometime this week and maybe try to make plans with him or something. and i started to talk to derrick and tim menzie again which is cool cause i havent really gotten to talk to them for a while either and i think i might try to make plans with one or both of them i dont know we will just see what is going to go on and happen with that....hehe i got practically everything i wanted this year for christmas it was so cool and i got these really cute pj bottoms that have my favorite carebear(bedtime bear) on them and they are adorable and then my parents also bought me pjs that says "This is what spoiled looks like" and when i opened them michelle was like haha that is so true or something like that because everyone in my family tells me that i am spoiled which really isnt my fault....haha well maybe it is i dont know its not like i can help it.........i also got this tape of my from when i was a baby that i like to watch that was given to my grandmother for the christmas of 1990 so yeah i was like a year old and she gave it to me for christmas with a sewing kit this year because she couldnt find it when i was staying with her a couple of summers ago and i watched it and wanted to start crying and she told me that she thought that i should have it and that she wanted me to get it before anything happened to her because she was getting up there in age and that made me want to cry but i guess im ok now i suppose.....but i dont know but whatever i am not going to worry about things right now i have enough on my mind thinking about people and everything, i cant wait till i go to strawberries and then the mall cause i got gift cards to both of them mwahahahahah lol well im gonna go call me sometime guys or ill just ttyl luvluv <3<3<3mandi<3<3<3