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So, this is my first journal entry in my new journal.
Yeah.
Well, today was kind of a fun day, because mariani liked my pictures, and I had fun in gym, and throwing paint at our spirit banner for orchestra was fun.
I can't believe it's already been five weeks at school. Time is going by so fast. It's sort of sad, because even though I would really love to get the hell out of this place, I still feel like I want to be here longer. I think it's because I want to fill my year with fun experiences, rather than pointless bullshit with people I can't stand. I don't really understand the people who can block all of that out and enjoy their senior year. How do they do it? I know that I'm not the only person who is irritated by most of the student body; so why does it affect me and not them? Do I let it bother me? Or can I not help it? Oh well, I'm rambling...
I'm so enthralled; I've just noticed a few groupings of fallen leaves here and there along the sides of the roads that I see on my way home. I cannot wait until Halloween. Sadly, I think I might end up being a witch yet again. I always seem to come back to that one; I think I don't want to let go of my childhood or something. I find that rather peculiar, actually, that I want to be a child some days, and an adult others. I guess all I can really draw from that is that I don't want to be a teenager. Who the fuck says that these are the best years of our lives?
Anyway, (trying not to be so negative,) the trees outside my window are really beautiful. I miss jumping into piles of leaves that have been raked up. That was always fun. I really want some hot apple cider right now; it would be perfect, except the mix we have doesn't taste very good, and we don't have any actual apple cider. Why can't we have Halloween parties in school anymore? I think we should. Not with lame things, like watching horror movies and eating candy. We should have more autumn-y parties instead. Maybe we can convince Tokasz to let us have one on Halloween...
Shit; Student Union meeting tomorrow. I really do not feel like going. I really didn't think I would end up being an actual member of Student Union by being a representative. That's kind of a crappy deal. Oh well. Art Honors tomorrow...maybe we'll do fun crafts.
I'm really sleepy. I think coffee will be much needed tomorrow morning. I really couldn't function very well today, even after gym. And Tim Hortons after school. What is wrong with me...
Ok, well, I really don't have anything enlightening to say...except I really liked this quote that Dr. Zeis said the other day: "There is no limit on the human intellect; there's only a limit on our ignorance." (Or something along those lines.) I think amongst the chaos that is Philosophy, I find a few interesting things tucked away here and there.
Well, that's it. Goodnight; I'm going to have tea with Nicholas.
Yeah.
Well, today was kind of a fun day, because mariani liked my pictures, and I had fun in gym, and throwing paint at our spirit banner for orchestra was fun.
I can't believe it's already been five weeks at school. Time is going by so fast. It's sort of sad, because even though I would really love to get the hell out of this place, I still feel like I want to be here longer. I think it's because I want to fill my year with fun experiences, rather than pointless bullshit with people I can't stand. I don't really understand the people who can block all of that out and enjoy their senior year. How do they do it? I know that I'm not the only person who is irritated by most of the student body; so why does it affect me and not them? Do I let it bother me? Or can I not help it? Oh well, I'm rambling...
I'm so enthralled; I've just noticed a few groupings of fallen leaves here and there along the sides of the roads that I see on my way home. I cannot wait until Halloween. Sadly, I think I might end up being a witch yet again. I always seem to come back to that one; I think I don't want to let go of my childhood or something. I find that rather peculiar, actually, that I want to be a child some days, and an adult others. I guess all I can really draw from that is that I don't want to be a teenager. Who the fuck says that these are the best years of our lives?
Anyway, (trying not to be so negative,) the trees outside my window are really beautiful. I miss jumping into piles of leaves that have been raked up. That was always fun. I really want some hot apple cider right now; it would be perfect, except the mix we have doesn't taste very good, and we don't have any actual apple cider. Why can't we have Halloween parties in school anymore? I think we should. Not with lame things, like watching horror movies and eating candy. We should have more autumn-y parties instead. Maybe we can convince Tokasz to let us have one on Halloween...
Shit; Student Union meeting tomorrow. I really do not feel like going. I really didn't think I would end up being an actual member of Student Union by being a representative. That's kind of a crappy deal. Oh well. Art Honors tomorrow...maybe we'll do fun crafts.
I'm really sleepy. I think coffee will be much needed tomorrow morning. I really couldn't function very well today, even after gym. And Tim Hortons after school. What is wrong with me...
Ok, well, I really don't have anything enlightening to say...except I really liked this quote that Dr. Zeis said the other day: "There is no limit on the human intellect; there's only a limit on our ignorance." (Or something along those lines.) I think amongst the chaos that is Philosophy, I find a few interesting things tucked away here and there.
Well, that's it. Goodnight; I'm going to have tea with Nicholas.