starts out like a happy entry then goes downhill...
summer book # 5 is done. (wow i am whipping through these) i finished "the guardian" yesterday by nicholas sparks... very good, i wasn't expecting it to be so suspesnseful! so now i have read all of the nicholas sparks books except for the brand new one. yay.
today is saturday and i wish i was at the beach. this summer sucks. i literally feel like i have no friends here at home... at least no friends like the ones at school. people never call me or even IM me to let me know when something is going on. all i have done this summer so far has been going to work, reading, dieting, and going to the gym. and about those last two, i am ready to give up. still no results. i am so sick of eating like a bird and i am at that point where i want nothing more than to just dig into a ben and jerry's and say f*ck you diet!
being 21 means absolutely nothing to me since i have no one to go out with. i love summer and everything but i almost can't wait for school because of how lonely i am. it isn't like i don't have friends i guess, it's just that they aren't the kinds i have at school... i barely even see ANYONE. sorry im bitching... it just needs to come out... i guess i should be happy cause at least i love my internship. but that is another thing im so worried about.... i am making like NO money this summer and i have to find something else to do FAST. i need money so bad it isn't funny. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ok that is out of my system now.
today is saturday and i wish i was at the beach. this summer sucks. i literally feel like i have no friends here at home... at least no friends like the ones at school. people never call me or even IM me to let me know when something is going on. all i have done this summer so far has been going to work, reading, dieting, and going to the gym. and about those last two, i am ready to give up. still no results. i am so sick of eating like a bird and i am at that point where i want nothing more than to just dig into a ben and jerry's and say f*ck you diet!
being 21 means absolutely nothing to me since i have no one to go out with. i love summer and everything but i almost can't wait for school because of how lonely i am. it isn't like i don't have friends i guess, it's just that they aren't the kinds i have at school... i barely even see ANYONE. sorry im bitching... it just needs to come out... i guess i should be happy cause at least i love my internship. but that is another thing im so worried about.... i am making like NO money this summer and i have to find something else to do FAST. i need money so bad it isn't funny. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ok that is out of my system now.