I have a lot of emotional shit going on...
...but I've bent people's ear over that way too much already. The situation is a major headfuck and I feel the way I've reacted to it has been somewhere between idiotic and pathetic and it's best left at that.
I've been making lists. I can remember obscure facts but I can't remember what I need to do on a day-to-day basis. So I'm making to-do lists so I do something with my days rather than nothing. Stuff like "go and see if your wrist is that badly injured". I have a chronically sprained wrist and I imagine doing martial arts isn't helping. I reinjured it by not concentrating and taking a front breakfall totally wrong. I'm out for six weeks at least because I want to go back with little or no problems and want to take another class to improve my stand-up confidence. I can't do that with a fucked wrist that I can't put any weight or strain on.
Also making the list every day is "Write two pages" as I want to feel like I have some semblance of forward momentum on my sitcom. Two pages isn't a lot but it's something and that's better than nothing and writing is about discipline.
Chase ups, making sure I'm ahead of the curve rather than behind it, I want control of my life, rather than letting everything drift.
I've mirrored this over on Myspace.
I've been making lists. I can remember obscure facts but I can't remember what I need to do on a day-to-day basis. So I'm making to-do lists so I do something with my days rather than nothing. Stuff like "go and see if your wrist is that badly injured". I have a chronically sprained wrist and I imagine doing martial arts isn't helping. I reinjured it by not concentrating and taking a front breakfall totally wrong. I'm out for six weeks at least because I want to go back with little or no problems and want to take another class to improve my stand-up confidence. I can't do that with a fucked wrist that I can't put any weight or strain on.
Also making the list every day is "Write two pages" as I want to feel like I have some semblance of forward momentum on my sitcom. Two pages isn't a lot but it's something and that's better than nothing and writing is about discipline.
Chase ups, making sure I'm ahead of the curve rather than behind it, I want control of my life, rather than letting everything drift.
I've mirrored this over on Myspace.