Empty causes
Alright I am growing sick and tired of being "nice" to people. For those of you who think I was being mean before ... you are in for a rude awakening. This goes for everyone. I have offically reached my breaking point.
All I have tried to do, mainly since my last breakdown about 5 years ago, is be nice to everyone. Don't get me wrong I hate certain people with a passion. But for the most part I have tried to be civil to most everyone. That is all about to change.
The main thing that has brought about this change, besides my growing hate for the human race. That is something that even scares my shrink. I am not sure if that is a good thing or not, that my shrink is starting to be scared of my worldly views. But that is a different post all together, maybe the next one ... if you are lucky!
Damn my train of thought keeps getting derailed.
As of right now, well not right this moment, offically as of Monday I am going to stop being as "nice" as I am. Mainly because I have noticed that everytime I try and do something nice for one person I end up making at least 2 more people pissed at me. So in order for me to fix this problem the most logical thing to do is stop being nice. Now either this makes a whole lot of sense because it is true ... or it could be the half a bottle of Jagermister in my system. Hell it could be both.
Now most people might not notice this change in me, that is probably all for the better. Just be carfull when you ask me for something in the future. If it is something that you think I would normally say yes to, I will probably say no. Don't get all pissy with me about it either. The days of good old Dave the doormat are done. The black snake of anger that I used to keep burried in my gut has now taken over. If you get pissy with me ... expect a full force of unleashed hell right back at you. As I have told numerous people I have no little Jimmy Cricket sitting on my shoulder telling what I should and shouldn't do or say. He was squashed under the heel of a combat boot about 12 years ago.
Now I am off to finish this bottle of Jager ... then probably stay up and go to work at 11:30 in the morning.
All I have tried to do, mainly since my last breakdown about 5 years ago, is be nice to everyone. Don't get me wrong I hate certain people with a passion. But for the most part I have tried to be civil to most everyone. That is all about to change.
The main thing that has brought about this change, besides my growing hate for the human race. That is something that even scares my shrink. I am not sure if that is a good thing or not, that my shrink is starting to be scared of my worldly views. But that is a different post all together, maybe the next one ... if you are lucky!
Damn my train of thought keeps getting derailed.
As of right now, well not right this moment, offically as of Monday I am going to stop being as "nice" as I am. Mainly because I have noticed that everytime I try and do something nice for one person I end up making at least 2 more people pissed at me. So in order for me to fix this problem the most logical thing to do is stop being nice. Now either this makes a whole lot of sense because it is true ... or it could be the half a bottle of Jagermister in my system. Hell it could be both.
Now most people might not notice this change in me, that is probably all for the better. Just be carfull when you ask me for something in the future. If it is something that you think I would normally say yes to, I will probably say no. Don't get all pissy with me about it either. The days of good old Dave the doormat are done. The black snake of anger that I used to keep burried in my gut has now taken over. If you get pissy with me ... expect a full force of unleashed hell right back at you. As I have told numerous people I have no little Jimmy Cricket sitting on my shoulder telling what I should and shouldn't do or say. He was squashed under the heel of a combat boot about 12 years ago.
Now I am off to finish this bottle of Jager ... then probably stay up and go to work at 11:30 in the morning.