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May 06, 2006 13:25

i wish you would talk to me. all my relationships end this way.

i didn't have to reschedule my appointment. everything is ok, at least as far as physically. they gave me birth control and then tried to set me up on a schedule to come back for more and seriously. I don't need it. He nor anyone else is going to come running towards me and steal back my heart. Nor is anyone new going to get me.

All my exes have been my friends first. I don't have any friends anymore so wtf. After Rocky stopped talking to me for that time I didn't have an new friends for what, a year? Now that he's not talking to me... again. I think the cycle will most likely go back in order.

Its hard not to think repeatedly about things like this when I can't work on websites or t-shirt designs due to lack of decent equipment. I put my computer in the shop last night but the woman said I won't even hear from them till Monday. Its easier to forget about personal life when you have a booming professional life but everything is just exploding right now.

life

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