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I had a dream that Gavin was brought back to life by some new medical technique they could use on small children who hadn't died of a medical condition. I came to work and he was playing the Wii with Aidan and Lynda was just smiling so happy. I started crying and just grabbed Gavin instantly telling him I've missed him so much. He just smiled at me and said he needed to finish that level and beat Aidan. Lynda laughed and so did I, and I told Gavin how much I love him.
This really started my day off on a bad note, it was nice to have a moment where he was still alive, something that isn't just a flash back of memories. But it's saddening because there is no way that can happen and I know that if I share this dream at work with the ladies then that would just make Lynda sad. She hasn't had a dream with him yet and it's breaking her heart.
It's almost been a month, but it's always going to feel like it happened just the other day.
I will always love you Gavin, you are missed so much. <3
This really started my day off on a bad note, it was nice to have a moment where he was still alive, something that isn't just a flash back of memories. But it's saddening because there is no way that can happen and I know that if I share this dream at work with the ladies then that would just make Lynda sad. She hasn't had a dream with him yet and it's breaking her heart.
It's almost been a month, but it's always going to feel like it happened just the other day.
I will always love you Gavin, you are missed so much. <3