Scratch that!

Sep 20, 2010 20:09

I DO know what I am going to do. I am going to keep up with what makes me happy, if people really care about me then they will be happy FOR me. I forgive people when they apologize and realize they did something wrong, it's why I wont talk to my mother. She will never admit to being in the wrong and so she has not earned my forgiveness. There are plenty of instances where I kept forgiving people for the same mistake over and over and over again. That I need to stop, you get one re-do for a mistake and if you so choose to continue that behavior then I am the sorry one.

Craig, like many before him, gets another shot. So far he is being sweet, supportive and understanding. Let's see where this goes.

In other news I began classes again today. Waking up was easy and I had a rather good day. I like going to work after class for only two hours, a little extra cash in my pocket for almost no effort on my part. Also I got my homework done on the bus ride. WIN on so many levels. This quarter my grade goals will be A, A- and B. Anything else will be unacceptable. There is no excuse to get a low grade, I am too smart and have too much time in the evening after work to slack off. I should be ready to go to WWU by Fall 2011...how do I feel about this? Scared and nervous. I can handle it though, in fact...I will embrace the change with open arms. :D
I am privileged enough to have my grandpa to help me and to have wonderful supportive friends. I have every reason to strive for the best.

changes, friends, life, happiness, crushes, mom, dating, college, doubts, forgiving

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