The girl can sing, The girl can dance, The girl can make you fall in love with her.
i basicaly didn't go to school at all this past week except for yesterday. and now i'm piled up with a shit load of homework :[. i hateeeee school. i sware it's going to kill me one day. So this weekend i'm cleaning my room and doing homework, oh so much fun. My granny is in the hospital. She has a very weak heart right now, and her blood pressure isn't good at all. They say she probly doesn't have much longer to live. I visited her thursday night. She was sleeping basically the whole time though :/
i'm going to miss her so much. I have so many great memories with her. but like they said, she's 91 now she lived a very good, amazing life. i'm sure we all will miss her, but we can't hold onto her forever. She's been suffering for the past 5? years now. it's been a while. I think she's ready to be at peace with god, and go home. She'll finally get to be with her husband and her son. Leaving us here to mourn for her. to mourn at our loss of a wonderful person, she did everything she could to live a good life, and we were blessed to have her. now so this whole entry isn't so sad i will inform you on what else is going on :] 5 more months until i get my permitttttt. a million years untill i get to see my sons again :[ and i'm no longer sick! so pretty much the good and the bad as usual is all that is going on.
I miss my sons so much :/ but i think lexxi is coming over sunday night.
i feel like kat doesn't want to hang out anymore. she never calls me like she used to.
we just don't really talk much anymore, it makes me sad. i don't know what the hell is going on in my life. i feel like i'm losing everyone, except the sons. i know the sons will always be in my life. always SO today, i just want to finish my homework, clean my room, and write a song. that's my goals. haha let's see if i acheive them :]
i'll let you knowwww later. ♥
i'm going to miss her so much. I have so many great memories with her. but like they said, she's 91 now she lived a very good, amazing life. i'm sure we all will miss her, but we can't hold onto her forever. She's been suffering for the past 5? years now. it's been a while. I think she's ready to be at peace with god, and go home. She'll finally get to be with her husband and her son. Leaving us here to mourn for her. to mourn at our loss of a wonderful person, she did everything she could to live a good life, and we were blessed to have her. now so this whole entry isn't so sad i will inform you on what else is going on :] 5 more months until i get my permitttttt. a million years untill i get to see my sons again :[ and i'm no longer sick! so pretty much the good and the bad as usual is all that is going on.
I miss my sons so much :/ but i think lexxi is coming over sunday night.
i feel like kat doesn't want to hang out anymore. she never calls me like she used to.
we just don't really talk much anymore, it makes me sad. i don't know what the hell is going on in my life. i feel like i'm losing everyone, except the sons. i know the sons will always be in my life. always SO today, i just want to finish my homework, clean my room, and write a song. that's my goals. haha let's see if i acheive them :]
i'll let you knowwww later. ♥