Aug 22, 2005 22:42
i have been dreaming about this character for over a month now. i do my best to think of everything but the character before i enter into my slumber, but when my eyes shut he appears. often the character is in trouble and i wake up contemplating if i should contact him some way. but i might be marked mad. and then sometimes they are the most beautiful dreams, i wake up wondering why my mind is playing tricks on me. the point that the dreams are never real and i wish they would dissappear. they are ruining the flavor of my daily activities. i would rather dream that i was being killed every night than go to sleep and see the bifurcated character.
almost time for bed. i will prepare myself by reading Pelalandra by CS Lewis- my favorite author- he rocks. if you have never read the Great Divorce it is my all time favorite- a short but profound read.