When does the battle for truth turn into the fight for sanity?

May 22, 2008 13:41

I sit here, pondering the changes in my life. The course of my physical and mental being as been forever altered in the most painful and wonderful ways. I feel enlightened and renewed.

But that's always the way with me.

I take change and discovery as a priest takes communion and praier. It is my religion. Be this being my fault or skill would depend on the listener. As i sink deeper into the wet pools of my inner mind i feel opened up and closed off all at once. Is this the mindless rambleings of the insane? Or is it true knowlege, knowlege we our selfs are too frightened of.?

It would change our would of course!! Shake it at its very core and send everything we have ever know down into pieces. But is that just human nature? We beings that fear change and the unknown,

What if it (it meaning truth at its very core) means only happiness. Answers questioned, lives made better it its strongest point by this single thing. What if becoming more of our selfs allows us to understand this simple matter:
To find truth, and the happiness that lays beyond without fear means that we must become more of ourself, better, strronger, faster!

But does complete happiness mean we are done, finished, complelet and without purpose?

No my friend, because people can't be at their best without confict, without something to prove, a major fight to be a part of. Does that mean we will never find truth because we can't live without confict? Of course not. It only means one must find balance with their self and the self of all others around them.

Knowing and understand are worlds apart.

crazy!angsty!adult!amanda hipppy!amanda

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