bad day for good years
oh yeah my heart is thumpping to the beat of a new sone.. what are you doing?!? so here i am just about to well up with tears. i am leaving again. only because this place can't give me the love i need. and i wonder... just as you do. and i wonder what is this going to be like. i hope nothing that iv'e experinced before. i know that i want to go... i just put my 2 weeks in so now i really am going... i need to. i'm not convincing myself. i'm just letting that part of me that dosen't ever listen know. so how now little girl. why do you like that somber faint beat of a heart that echos through your heart? because she is what i want. well. then go get it...maybe i will. and i know, i'll be so much further than iv'e ever been. i cried today. not because i missed her but because this job... this way of life... this career... the friends i made... the people i love just don't understand.. they tell me i wish i could just get up and move.. well i hate to break it to you... you can..tommy please write me back... iv'e never been able to ask for help, you know that... but just for this one... i am.. angela in another state.. not cali