(after the
incident with Yoshiki)
How could he do that to me?! I’ve been feeling sexually frustrated since I came back from the club. I know what he’s trying to do…if he thinks he can get rid of me like this, he is seriously mistaken.
I still haven’t come up with my next step but I’m not going to give up.
Anyway, the house is unexpectedly crowded today. My two ‘mothers’ are fighting again downstairs. I hear their voices disappear as I close my room door. Back to silent emptiness…
I need my ‘meds’ now. They’re almost finished…but I’ll get some more tomorrow. For now, I’ll take my meds and ‘take care’ of the job that Yoshiki started.