Journey
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When you put things in the past, it is normally well hidden, collecting dust on the top shelf. Things are forgotten and most of the time the past slowly dissapears and is almost like it or they never happened. The past is normally associated with change, heartache and growth. I can definatley say that i rolled through all those things. I had let go and I began to grow. I let go for my own reasons. I let go because I had no choice. The past was forgotten.
I feel like I am having an exam in school. Im being tested. Either way, its fail or pass. I am slowly getting annoyed with myself for letting my self feel like that. One thing that i do know, is that I have the control. I actually do believe I have the ball in my court for once. I will not fail. I will not take 2 steps backwards. I am ahead of it.
I am silently scared. Still confident, but nervous. I am reminded of the old memories, both happy and sad. I am chasing the sun yet again. I will reunite with my past after 3 long years. Its like learning to walk all over again. Sudden feeling of Dejavu. I recall these wierd nerves. That first encounter is happening all over again. Only this time, i know who i am and where i came from.
It is my turn.
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Photo by: Myself (morning journey)