Feb 12, 2007 12:14
..I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you were the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand..
(Like a star - Corinne Bailey Rae)
It isn't like i didn't know before...i think about it from time to time...It isn't a bad thing...It rarely ever phases me...It is sometimes good to reminisce...I am focused on what i need to focus on..It has become clear to me...It feels good..It feels right..It just "is" for now...
I understand now...It neither pains, confuses or hurts me...Amazing...to just get it...I don't hold the same feelings as i did before...but now i can just L... him as i did before...but only just...Friendly...Caring type of L...
The question is....see him...or not see him....ooh the risks....but hey....our relationship started with risks...sacrifices...secrets and total "do what my heart tells me" type thing....
Hello "PHASE 4"