Sapporo part 2

[amaia]

Okay, I'm currently in an internet cafe in Akita City, after spending the night on the Hamanasu night train from Sapporo to Aomori, and then spending the morning making my way slowly through the Tohoku inaka and finally making it back to some kind of civilisation (the kind with internet).  The train was not a good place for sleeping and it seems I'

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[excused_early]

*sigh*

G needs to realize that his crazy schedule involves other people (JOB) quite heavily, too.
JOB needs a vacation. PAID.

-_-'

[k_no_uta]

So true! I really, REALY wonder why they're doing this. Or rather: Why is Gackt-san doing this? Don't get it at all. (>_<) Is he really just having fun and doing it because he wants to? Is it pure workaholism, are there other people with whips standing behind him/them or could it really be - can't really believe that - lack of money due to expensive shows, staff, equipment, a lot of different money swallowing projects and I-don't-know-what-else? (Ô_ô) Did somebody ever ask him why he has such a insanely tight schedule and who the hell is planing it? (It's mainly him isn't it?) I'd like to know that. (~_~)''

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[excused_early]

X3
I'll bet you it's mainly him, if not 100% him now that he's with Avex.
He's always thrived on having these crazy schedules... I think it's sort of an addiction. Well, workaholism IS an addiction, isn't it? lol
My own personal theory is that he doesn't feel alive unless he's going 200% all the time. But since JOB have their own lives, health, and their families (Like Jun-ji. He's a daddy!) to take care of, I wish he'd give them a little more break. =/

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[k_no_uta]

*sighs* Sure! They really have no privat life, do they? Somehow I can't get rid of the feeling Gackt-san is keeping himself at work all time because, well ... call me crazy but it almost feels as if he's running away from something -__-* Am I the only one with that impression? It's almost as if he can't bear to not be working. >_< Strange thought, I know. I think you're right too, but at the other side: Once you overdo it with working, you start to act automatically just like a machine and then you can't feel alive at all. At least that's the experiance I have.

I guess we'll never find out the truth. ^_^'

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[excused_early]

Yeah, I know what you mean. ^^;

Well, some of my friends and I were talking about how he needs to go up on a mountaintop and meditate for a couple of years about his life and career. X3
And I can't help thinking that it might actually do him good. A lot of good.
I think he has the fear of not fulfilling his life mission, or wasting his time in this life. The way he lives his life is both admirable and insane at the same time. I think that's another reason why his fans can't keep their eyes off of him, to be honest.

And again, these are all my personal opinions, of course! ^^

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[k_no_uta]

Thanks for that reply. Sometimes when I sense such things I wonder if it's real or if I've already lost it. XP

It makes him attractive because he achieves what others can't. He's doing what he wants or needs to do, puts his crazy ideas into practise and has a lot of skills which he gains by working hard. I respect him a lot for that and feel encouraged to carry on working hard even though I want to give in sometimes. Still, especialy BECAUSE he's that awesome it hurts so much to see him struggling. Every time I see or read that he or one of the other guys desperately fight to keep standing on stage I take a deep breath and try to fight down the pain. I really respect him the way he is but he's really giving me a hard time by hadling his body so reckless. T__T (Why does love always have to be that painfull!!?!)

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[excused_early]

^^
Well, you know, he's ultimately doing that for himself, because he wants to do it and it makes him feel good inside.
He'll never stop going at full speed no matter what anybody else says, so we might as well just sit back and be inspired by what he does, instead of killing ourselves with worries. ^^

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[k_no_uta]

I know *lol* That's what I mean when I say I take him as he is. I just watch and enjoy as much as possible. When I see him struggling my heart hurts but then I say to myself "Hey, calm down and don't worry, he'll survive as he always does. Now be happy, cheer and pray for him." XD

I'm a positive thinking person and I believe in his strong willpower. This worries are something I have to put up with. ^_^' They will not completley vanish as long as I care - and I don't think it's a bad thing to care if you can handle it and don't try to change the other person. That's what I call unconditioned love.