Lack of Internet and update on life
Well, time for another short life update for all of you misguided people who are actually interested...
Life is strange at the moment, went off to Amsterdam last week which is why i've not been around and it was fun, managed to cut through the veil that has been surrounding me for a while now and I really enjoyed myself though riding a bike for the first time in over 10 years whilst in a strange country with a strange road system and on a dutch bike was a nervewracking experience!
Back in England the veil seems to be around me again, it's kind of strange, it's like a cloth detatching me from the rest of the world and reality in general, I'm not depressed, I know that much I just don't seem to have very much I care about. Part of that is that lately everything has gone wrong, water coming through the ceiling, backstabbing and lies leading to what could have been a major fall out with a friend, our internet and phone being cut off due to a massive bill I knew nothing about, I can get online from work but thats about it at the moment, hopefully should be back by monday if the net company keeps their word (admittedly doubtful) my house is a total state and the idea of going into work makes me feel physically sick as I dislike it so much but aside from that alls good lol!
On the work front, I had a job interview yesterday which I hope went well, will be a whole lot happier once i hand my notice in so watch this space, will let you all know.
Well thats about it for now, I gave up pretty much totally when the net went, that was the final straw, now I'm trying to drag the pieces back together, hopefully will be new shiny and improved by monday, lolol.
There was one person that picked me up and stopped me giving up totally - thank you.
Life is strange at the moment, went off to Amsterdam last week which is why i've not been around and it was fun, managed to cut through the veil that has been surrounding me for a while now and I really enjoyed myself though riding a bike for the first time in over 10 years whilst in a strange country with a strange road system and on a dutch bike was a nervewracking experience!
Back in England the veil seems to be around me again, it's kind of strange, it's like a cloth detatching me from the rest of the world and reality in general, I'm not depressed, I know that much I just don't seem to have very much I care about. Part of that is that lately everything has gone wrong, water coming through the ceiling, backstabbing and lies leading to what could have been a major fall out with a friend, our internet and phone being cut off due to a massive bill I knew nothing about, I can get online from work but thats about it at the moment, hopefully should be back by monday if the net company keeps their word (admittedly doubtful) my house is a total state and the idea of going into work makes me feel physically sick as I dislike it so much but aside from that alls good lol!
On the work front, I had a job interview yesterday which I hope went well, will be a whole lot happier once i hand my notice in so watch this space, will let you all know.
Well thats about it for now, I gave up pretty much totally when the net went, that was the final straw, now I'm trying to drag the pieces back together, hopefully will be new shiny and improved by monday, lolol.
There was one person that picked me up and stopped me giving up totally - thank you.