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I find it funny how when you are little, all you can think about is growing up and you can't wait until you can drive, fall in love, have money, get married, have kids of your own, etc. you didn't really think about drinking because beer tasted like shit and you didn't really think about sex cause boys/girls had cooties. But now that I am grown up and do all the stuff I couldn't wait to do, all I can wish for is to be a little kid again. Wouldn't it be great for the only thing on your mind to be what am i gonna do to get into trouble today. or for the only thing to worry about would be "i wonder if La Fonda is gonna be my best friend today?" I mean really kids lives are awesome. they have the best imaginations ever and always have fun no matter what they are doing.
I think i have actually gone back in the past year or so. i think i definitly used to be more mature then i am now. maybe it is the fun people i surround myself with now or maybe it cause i realized that life is to short why be in a rush to grow up. me and shawna come up with the greatest ideas of things to do in our spare time, which sadly is as often as it used to be :(. but the time we do have we are always having a good one. but i still wish that i didn't have the responsibilities, the heart brake, the thought of actually doing something with my life, etc. I want to be able to play in the snow forever, swim all day and never get tired, play outside in the rain, ride wagons down the driveway, go rollerskating, pretty much anything. but one day i won't be able to anymore. so i have decided that from this day on i am gonna take one day at a time, not worry about tomorrow at least if it never comes then i will have died a happy girl.
I love my life right now, even though there are a few things that i would change if i could, but i can't so fuck it. I'm gonna be happy while i can!!!
I think i have actually gone back in the past year or so. i think i definitly used to be more mature then i am now. maybe it is the fun people i surround myself with now or maybe it cause i realized that life is to short why be in a rush to grow up. me and shawna come up with the greatest ideas of things to do in our spare time, which sadly is as often as it used to be :(. but the time we do have we are always having a good one. but i still wish that i didn't have the responsibilities, the heart brake, the thought of actually doing something with my life, etc. I want to be able to play in the snow forever, swim all day and never get tired, play outside in the rain, ride wagons down the driveway, go rollerskating, pretty much anything. but one day i won't be able to anymore. so i have decided that from this day on i am gonna take one day at a time, not worry about tomorrow at least if it never comes then i will have died a happy girl.
I love my life right now, even though there are a few things that i would change if i could, but i can't so fuck it. I'm gonna be happy while i can!!!