IT HAPPENED AGAIN. I LIED AWAKE FOR ALMOST ALL THE FUCKING NIGHT. I FELL ASLEEP AROUND FUCKING 6 AM AND I WAS A FUCKING ZOMBIE WHEN I WOKE UP AT 1 PM. WHY THE HELL CAN'T I SLEEP AT NIGHT WHEN MY BODY IS TIRED AND I WANT TO SLEEP????
AND THE WIND, OH GOD THE WIND. THE WIND RAGED ON ALL THE FUCKING NIGHT IN A WAY THAT SUGGESTED THE DAMN BUILDING WOULD JUST BE FUCKING RIPPED FROM ITS FOUNDATIONS AND TOSSED TO THE FUCKING LAKE. THAT WOULD JUST HAVE BEEN FUCKING PERFECT. AND I COULDN'T EVEN USE EARPLUGS TO SHUT OUT THE FUCKING NOISE, BECAUSE THEY FUCKING HURT MY EARS.
YES. I AM TIRED AND I AM ANGRY AT MY BODY AND MIND FOR FUCKING UP MY SLEEPING RHYTHM AND KEEPING ME AWAKE ALL THE FUCKING NIGHTS THIS WEEK!! THIS IS NOT COOL. NOT COOL.
FUCK.