So.
Yeah, recent events have forced me to be generally nicer and kinder then I like, with some...bizarre results.
I miss Sean. I really don't know any other words to sum up the incredible loss I've got going on right now. Other then just that -I miss Sean. God, February seems so damned far away, and who knows if I'll be able to afford it, anyway?
I have to go to Disney tonight. Oh, god. I don't want to go to Disney tonight. I want to curl up in a blanket with some sissy, pansy-ass wine coolers and just Not Go To Disney.
I want to be anywhere but here.
I want for either of my jobs to provide me with enough money that I don't have to work at both of them, while I get myself through college -why does fucking community college have to be so damned expensive -and how can anyone charge so damned much for regular fucking college? Considering the value this country places on education, I'm inclined to think that searching for knowledge is a laughable goal.
I want my Dad to not need yet another fucking medical ordeal that's not gonna do any damned good, and leave him in just as much pain, with more medication that's ridicuously expensive.
Whatever. We can want whatever we want. We just have to deal with whatever we get.
Also, remember:
Interpol and Deutsche Bank
FBI and Scotland Yard
CIA and KGB
Control The
Data Memory.
[andrea]
(Don't loose your data memory!)
I miss Sean. I really don't know any other words to sum up the incredible loss I've got going on right now. Other then just that -I miss Sean. God, February seems so damned far away, and who knows if I'll be able to afford it, anyway?
I have to go to Disney tonight. Oh, god. I don't want to go to Disney tonight. I want to curl up in a blanket with some sissy, pansy-ass wine coolers and just Not Go To Disney.
I want to be anywhere but here.
I want for either of my jobs to provide me with enough money that I don't have to work at both of them, while I get myself through college -why does fucking community college have to be so damned expensive -and how can anyone charge so damned much for regular fucking college? Considering the value this country places on education, I'm inclined to think that searching for knowledge is a laughable goal.
I want my Dad to not need yet another fucking medical ordeal that's not gonna do any damned good, and leave him in just as much pain, with more medication that's ridicuously expensive.
Whatever. We can want whatever we want. We just have to deal with whatever we get.
Also, remember:
Interpol and Deutsche Bank
FBI and Scotland Yard
CIA and KGB
Control The
Data Memory.
[andrea]
(Don't loose your data memory!)