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So.
Ive been looking at my past week.
And I hated it.
Not because I didnt do much.
Because I did have a rather good time.
I was never really angry.
Or really sad.
It was so... NUETRAL.
And it was horrible!
Of course the time at the beach with Tori, Erica, Steven and the time at the studio with Jill, Ryan and others was fun.
But besides that.
It was so bland.
I love it when Im angry every once in a while.
I love it when Im sad.
I love it when Im happy.
It adds variety.
It keeps me guessing as to what is comming next.
I love beging wishy-washy.
I love my different moods.
And this past week was just one nuetral mood.
So boring.
I dont know how I'd live with myself if I was a boring person.
I'd be so bored lol.
Basically.
I love being me I guess.
And I want to get out of this phase of nuetralness.
UGH!
So nuetral... Its like there is no color =(
And I love color.
Ive been looking at my past week.
And I hated it.
Not because I didnt do much.
Because I did have a rather good time.
I was never really angry.
Or really sad.
It was so... NUETRAL.
And it was horrible!
Of course the time at the beach with Tori, Erica, Steven and the time at the studio with Jill, Ryan and others was fun.
But besides that.
It was so bland.
I love it when Im angry every once in a while.
I love it when Im sad.
I love it when Im happy.
It adds variety.
It keeps me guessing as to what is comming next.
I love beging wishy-washy.
I love my different moods.
And this past week was just one nuetral mood.
So boring.
I dont know how I'd live with myself if I was a boring person.
I'd be so bored lol.
Basically.
I love being me I guess.
And I want to get out of this phase of nuetralness.
UGH!
So nuetral... Its like there is no color =(
And I love color.